Chapter 3.5 – I am out of school youth

Being out of school youth is difficult, day and night I did drinking liquor. I thought that I will be an out of school youth forever. Imagined that I gave up going to school because of my financial capability. But God is really powerful and creative, imagined what he did to me? He used a person to bring me back to school. I am not expecting this.  And now I know that God is working to me, to you, and for us. Mostly there are things that out of our control and we gave up those things. But God is secretly working for us if you really have a desire to achieve the things that you wanted to do for a better life, in good faith. “This happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God, who raises the dead. He has delivered us . . . and he will deliver us again. On him, we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us” (2 Corinthians 1:9b-10 NIV).


“Life, misfortunes, isolation, abandonment, poverty, are battlefields which have their heroes; obscure heroes, sometimes greater than the illustrious heroes.” – Victor Hugo Kathleen Maddox ran away from home when she was 15. Her mother was strict, overbearing, and cold. When Kathleen’s father would try to be affectionate toward his wife, she would push him away, telling him he was “vulgar.” After years of suffocating under her mother’s control, Kathleen had enough and ran away. Now that she was finally free, she could do whatever she wanted. She drank too much and had promiscuous sex. When she was only 16, Kathleen found out she was pregnant. She ended up having a son who never knew his father or had a real father figure. Kathleen was a terrible mother. She would leave her son and disappear for days or weeks at a time. Eventually, she was convicted of armed robbery and was sentenced to 5 years in prisons.

Chapter 3.3 – My life as Student Assistant, and as Service Crew

During my college days, I asked my sister for a financial support so I can finish my studies, and she helped me for a while. Since she has no regular work, and income, she could not give me a full support. I reached 6 months spending my time in college continuously doing the daily routine of cleaning … Continue reading Chapter 3.3 – My life as Student Assistant, and as Service Crew

Chapter 3.1 – Baker Boy and The Girl

"I met a woman, she is pretty; I asked myself on how to win her. I think of a positive strategy, I guessed through sending her words of wisdom, greeting quotes will win her heart. I am hoping so.... And I did it!" Life goes on; I still went back to the bakery owner, continued … Continue reading Chapter 3.1 – Baker Boy and The Girl

Chapter 3.0 – My Life by a Chance, God made miracles

“Be careful, someone will kill you”, I am going to die. And I said: "Help me, God", three men are trying to kill me… I am a dead man now. After the reconciliation with my enemy, I had given a chance to continue my schooling, thank God despite bad things happened to me; I still … Continue reading Chapter 3.0 – My Life by a Chance, God made miracles

Chapter 2.8 – Our Enemy at Street, A Nightmare

“I run away quickly and felt that it was a nightmare. When I did the stabbing, I think and wish that it’s only a dream, and I must wake up, and then forget everything, but it’s real and already done” What do you know about fear? For me, fear is when death comes into my life. … Continue reading Chapter 2.8 – Our Enemy at Street, A Nightmare